May 24, 2001 rok

Sketch for the painting originally doing pencil bring out the shapes - the face, eyes, hands - places them in an image without caring about the general nature of the composition, I do not care about the appearance of the face, the profile is a profile that amfaz amfaz sometimes in advance, I'm here, there other hands , legs, eyes, etc. Ramin. and the environment, I put the characters mostly in places where in fact they were, they felt as a form of saying goodbye to standing in the hallway, in the room, after which surround them I make passage doors, flooring walls, windows, seen through the eyes of me, I get here first, the climate of this situation, (holding color) second external situation is so zwięczona with characters that the whole must be reconciled.

Make eye contact with the world outside is the most direct as possible.
My appearance of the face during an illness in the mirror 07/25/01
and this approach is called. unless matrialistyczne and there is still a spiritual aspect, which we refer to survive suffered previously associated with a reminder mroczonych experience before you provide to us a different path, the path of evolution.What we define the notion of the spiritual world? or otherwise intuition?It is a communications zbiur zmunimikloiczony us, individuals who are here and now having an impact on what is happening right now is happening at the same time by the Archdiocese, potency of which is the same reality as a whole, including us, while guiding us us zespoloniem including directing themselves together.We can use art to express what surrounds us, showing our spiritual condition, develop it, research, etc.At the same time, we must have the awareness that the impact on the knitting to be deceptive, because it can be fixed. What does it mean? That is to say that because the action is a result of our times and only reason we nażucona the result of the fact that before. Fact or otherwise cause is due to some other reason and the fact that going back come back to pradziałania cause that actually works outside of us, and because we did not have outside us awareness of its impact so both now having no impact on, a sequence of causes and effects. Our świadość can only judge to look at the countless effects, causes and express it.This can be explained by a very simple example. I close my eyes when something blinds the other alternatives do not exist.In his tworzomy picture because it just seems to us due to some reasons, the competent creative visionary. Add to that zkodowany us our individual way of presenting, which is characteristic only for us. 
After completing the sketch, it is important to use intuition, when creating the image intuition or otherwise relying on creative freedom czrpie from the decks of the subconscious that is what has been handed down through praprzodowników our existence. Enriched with whatever is in us discover obecie bringing together the logical facts do not exist.He breaks the line between cause-and-effect concrete action but never to end.All of this is included in shaping the form, application of color, show chapters to what is to be more marked by the color stands out, ukłdem forms, etc.Proceedings of color planes is the same as the drawing, and the spiking, directs the formation of mold us into the world to give a more sculptural forms ridges, showing the impression of depth, the impression that what we are used to from the beginning, the world trójwymiaru, but not always.Uładniania final phase, refine introduce additional elemettów wpółzależnych, nażucających during the final phase, highlighting the most significant elements, finite image.

May 24, 2001 rokTime 2:12I wake up in the middle of the night, unable to sleep, do not sleep.Barking dog on dworzu.
I try to set a bundle of books on the shelf.
another way
Create! draw !!! to get out of your own destiny.Create! draw !!! to get out of your own destiny.In our inner vault opens endless. Be a man, or smoke.May 22, 2001 rok g. 17:15Create, draw.Slowly gives way to despair, more and more slowly.
In the basement of B     
The same day time 3:15 I can not.I wake up unable to sleep because of the GM. What's the reason, I think of J.For dinner I eat:bread and butter, a piece of sausage, herring in cream, a piece of pickled cucumber, 1 slice of bread with cottage cheese, (patch), approx. 4 teaspoons of honey, this tea with lemon.Dinner - 4 bird's milk, two pieces of biscuits, coffee, in B. at 23:00 coffee with Agnes, two cakes with chocolate.I walk a lot of stairs, now in my stomach gurgles something for me.?Breakfast - eggs cooked to Mieko, 3 butter sandwiches and tomato, tea.Question:How przdstawić space in the picture?The secret probably lies in the size of elelementów przedstawanych. Here for example. Presenting stairs and legs.
And the second picture

                       
CH pulling away from each other. Now more and more I have to worry about the reception of external stimuli. Today, 2:30May 18, 2001 rokFriday. Departure to B. h. 15:00Today so far create.4 oil paintings on canvas, drawings and 4 large on paper, size 100x90.Time to sleep.Where we are today             
Elapsed time, time is gone                .Book.